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    January 04

    In memory of my Sister

    It is coming up on the 1 year anniversary of my sister's death.  Sigh...  This is harder than I thought it was going to be.  Boy, do I miss her.
     
     
     
     
    Memories of You
     
    Your smiling eyes & beautiful face
    that once filled our lives with love,
    your joyful laughter & gentle touch
    that once filled our lives with happiness,
    are now only memories that live
    within our grieving hearts.
    With every breath we take,
    we will love you
    and we will miss you
    till the end of our days,
    when we will meet again.
     
    Roberta
     
     
     
     
    June 21

    In dreams and memories

    A memory so sweet                      

    Of a smell so reminiscent

    And a warmth so deep

    And encompassing

    It touches my soul.

     

    Like a soft sigh

    On a gentle wind

    I still hear you

     

    Smell you

     

    Feel you.

     

    In my dreams

    I still hold you

     

    Whisper to you

     

    Know you.

     

    Forever.

    May 25

    I will be who I am

    Why do we spend so much of our lives worry about what other people think of us and trying to live up to some standard that is not our own?  I wrote the following words to all the people in the world who want to change me or someone else. 

    I will not

     

    I will not live up to your standards

    I will not lose ten pounds

    I will not hide my emotions

    I will not cater to yours

    I will not pretend to like wine

    I will not pretend that I don’t like “Friends”

    I will not act like an adult.

    I will not wear makeup everyday

    I will not wear more dresses

    I will not hide my tears

    I will not hide my fears

    I will not pretend to like you

    I will not ignore my own needs

    I will not be practical

    I will not be jaded

    I will not hold others down

    I will not strive for perfection

     

     

    I will

     

    I will love myself

    I will laugh when life is funny

    I will cry if I am sad

    I will get angry

    I will love passionately

    I will drink lemonade

    I will read Stephen King

    I will sing in my car

    I will act silly

    I will dance in my living room

    I will play with my children

    I will be an honest friend

    I will lift others up

    I will be kind

    I will set my own standards

    I will make mistakes

    I will dream

     

    Learn to love yourself friends.

    May 24

    If...

    If you only see my faults

    You will never see how much I have grown…

     

    If you only remember the pain I have caused you

    Then you will never remember the joy I have brought you…

     

    If you only envision one path for me

    Then you cannot imagine my potential…

     

    If you judge me by my mistakes

    You will never rejoice in my accomplishments…

     

    If you wait for me to fail

    You will never celebrate my victories…

     

    If you are looking down on me

    You will never lift me up…

     

    If you stare at me with contempt

    You eyes will never reflect my beauty…

     

    If you gaze at me with openness

    You will see what is real…

     

    If you turn to me with love

    You will soar…

     

    - Roberta - 2005

    This is an original piece and may not be reprinted or used without the permission of the author.

    May 20

    Three Generations of women

    Three lonely figures abide in shadows.

    Mothers and daughters, each soul entwined.

    Deceptions and secrets separate them.

    Love and loyalty bind them together.

    History and heritage bend and sway in lonely arrangements.

    Echoes of the past drift into the future on sighs and whispers.

    Each heart searches what went before and reaches for what will come.

    Mothers and daughters yearning for understanding.

    Three women, each one strand of the braid that binds them together.

    - Roberta - 2005

         

    This is an original piece and may not be reprinted or used without the permission of the author.